And when you touch me

So the boyfriend is gone and I'll see him maybe 3 times over the next 6 months. We're moving in together in September, and by then I'm gonna be so fking sexy.

My daily dose of sexy

Since I'm in a relationship nowadays, and my boyfriend and I live far apart, the only time I'm around sweaty, muscly men is at the gym... I don't even try not to stare...

Motivating ;)

Got sick

Got sick and couldn't train for a week, but I'm heading back to the gym tomorrow.

day 10

Today is day 10 and I'm feeling and looking great. Well, feeling physically great. Let's not talk about my mental state. TG I have the gym to escape to.

Here's to us

Soft!

Everything is better about my body now that I eat right and work out! After 8 days of avoiding unhealthy foods and exercising for an hour (not as much as it sounds!) at least every other day my skin is SO SOFT! It's usually soft but now it's crazy soft.

Yup, that's me. 

Mindset of a Machine

Went to zumba today!

Went to zumba today, felt like I needed to get some cardio in. Damn, I'm in horrible shape, endurance-wise, but I gotta say, I look sexy as fuck! My arm muscles are coming along great.

One... two... three... four

I do no longer aim to be perfect. There's nothing desirable about perfection. I now look at those photoshopped models with a space between their legs and laugh at the mere thought of some foolish boy falling in love with the idea of such a woman, because that's all she is: an idea. Perfection is a manufactured idea, and believe it or not, no one truly appreciates perfection. Not because it's unattainable, and because perfection as such would constantly be questioned as it is said to be, in deed, impossible to attain, but because there really is nothing about it that makes it stand out. Perfection is humanity with everything lovable removed. It's the very thing that catches your eye the first time you see a person, that stupid habit or random tick or awkward giggle someone does that you just can not get out of your head, that's what stands between them and the ideal, and without it you would not have looked at them twice. Perfection is, and has always been, a fragile porcelain doll to me, only now I've realized that something cold and hard is not something that anyone could love, and most importantly, not something I could love about myself, if I ever found that I'd gotten there. I know now that my disordered view of a perfect surface, even if it were within my reach, is not lovable. I want to be warm, I want to spread warmth, I want to leave a lasting impression and make someones day. I want to be the best me that I can be, the strongest, the smartest, the proudest. But I never want to be perfect.

Results already

It's crazy how fast working out and eating clean provides results!
I woke up this morning and even though my head was tired as fuck, my body felt great! And today at the gym I could see some muscles moving underneath my skin which I didn't think I even had!

tired!

Though I'm not set on doing cardio, I tried to run for a bit to wake up a bit. It was too cold though, and I totally overestimated my endurance.

I actually get out of breath lifting weights, since I don't rest too much between sets, so that'll up my endurance a bit before I start doing intense cardio again.

This is SEXUAL

Abs <3

Legs! OMG that ass!

shoooulderrs

Early tomorrow

Planning to get up at 7 tomorrow and going to the gym when they open.

Back on track

Day one of 4 week phase one: little or no cardio and focus on weights.
I'm going to do at least 3 times per week of a routine that works all my major muscles, for four weeks.